Anxiety as a Content Creator
What’s it like having anxiety as a content creator ✨
🤍 My Story:
I first experienced anxiety at about 10 years old. When I was in 5th grade, I started getting bullied by many of the kids at school because I started showing interest in women. This was “pre” when being lesbian was widely accepted. This bullying continued well into high school as well as even spilled into my first semester of college.
I’ve never really been popular and I never felt deserving of having any positive attention surrounding me. So when I started on social media, I felt VERY self conscious. I felt I wasn’t pretty enough, smart enough or just enough. I’ve went through many cycles of posting and then completely abandoning it due to my anxiety and imposture syndrome.
And let’s be real- I’m dealing with it RIGHT now. I recently hit 12k on TikTok and went through over a monthlong streak of my videos doing amazing to now…I can’t even break 1k views. I keep wondering do I continue, am I pretty enough or what it wrong with ME? I look at other people’s accounts who have similar followers and I’m like “wow they’re doing amazing- when’s MY turn.”
Then I realized- it’s okay if today isn’t my turn. Maybe today is my slow period. Everyone has slow periods in content creation. No one is at 100 all the time.
And that’s okay 🖤
✨Keep creating!✨
🤍 My Takeaways:
1) Anxiety is a work-in-progress! It’s okay to have anxiety. Lots of people deal with it. Everyday won’t feel like you’re conquering the world and today, things may feel unbearable. It’s okay.
2) You are enough. You truly are and if someone thinks you’re not, you haven’t found your tribe yet 🤍.
3) You WILL find your tribe! The best thing TikTok has given me was the best group of women I’ve ever met. Who support me 100% and are there to cheer me on during my best days, but pick me up at my worst. I spent so many years without feeling like I had a solid group, but let me tell you, keep showing up as yourself, and people will draw to you 🤍!
Anyone else deal with anxiety? How do y’all cope with it?
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Content creation can be a rollercoaster of emotions, especially for those dealing with anxiety. Acknowledging the commonality of anxiety in the influencer community can help creators realize they're not alone. It’s beneficial to embrace vulnerability and share your experiences. Platforms like TikTok foster amazing support networks, where like-minded individuals uplift each other. Taking breaks is vital during overwhelming periods, allowing creators the space to recharge without pressure. Remember, the journey of growth often includes setbacks, but each person’s path to success is unique. Engaging with mental health resources, whether through online communities or professional help, can provide additional coping strategies. Always prioritize self-care, understanding that both your mental health and creativity are equally important. Seek out content focused on anxiety management, such as mindfulness techniques or community workshops, which can help foster resilience and creativity. Stay connected with your audience; they often appreciate authenticity and relatability in your journey.
I love this, I feel you on being bullied from a young age, your takeaways are amazing & I’m going to be taking them to heart✨🫶🏽 also following you now!!