It happened again.
I’m never hungry. My sleep schedule is erratic. I have no prospects in life right now. Can’t find a job. Can’t keep up with the house. Barely want to get out of bed most days. My drinking and smoking are out of control. My boyfriend is at the end of his rope of dealing with me…
At the same time. I’m making myself get shit done. I’ve been trying to find some online work since I can’t find anything here in town. I sent some emails to a school I’m interested in applying to. I’ve been getting a lot of cleaning done the past couple days and I’m getting caught up on laundry…
I have so much shit to figure out and it just makes me dissociate with panic. But I’m trying. One step at a time. I’m still here at least, right?
I’m going to start posting again for accountability. For the journaling aspect. Restart my health apps. Continue this journey on figuring out my life.
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