Day 8: Answered Prayers
Yesterday my anxiety tried to creep up on me. I felt a bit like I was on other people’s time and it triggered my control issues, but I made it through. Today I woke up to answered prayers. Officially hired to work on a project in the ways once dreamt about. God I thank you.
I continued my noon walk and noticed yet another red bird and that my neighborhood actually looked different. Houses were painted, cars different, etc. I like to think that today I woke up in a brand new reality today.
I ordered me some clothes today. It felt like the first time in a long time since I’ve done something like that for myself. Felt confident enough to do it without scarcity mindset affecting my actions heavily. Not saying it wasn’t there, but it wasn’t overwhelming and all consuming.
Journaled about the woman I want to become and instead of accolades, titles, and accomplishments, adjectives were what flowed from my heart most.
I don’t know if I mentioned that I broke up with my romantic partner over a month ago and although we are single in this we’re still bestfriends and co exist together, but boy has the tension been high lately. 🤣🤣
Definitely giving “Two bestfriends in a room…they might kiss.”
Also kink is something I’ve dabbled in but never committed to the lifestyle, but my desire to is coming back up now. Is it the tension? Is it the spicy books i’ve been reading?
We shall see…. 🤣🤣
Until next time.
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