Stinky & overstimulated
Sometimes even washing your buns isn’t good enough. You just smell good in a depressive state
Sometimes, feeling 'stinky' or unsettled isn’t just about physical hygiene—it’s deeply connected to how we feel inside. In moments of depressive or low mood, even the best self-care routines, like washing thoroughly, can feel futile because the internal emotional state overshadows physical freshness. I’ve found that acknowledging these feelings openly helps in reducing the stigma around mental health challenges. Overstimulation can amplify this sensation. When the world feels too loud, too bright, or too demanding—what some would call 'w*ierdcore' or 'softspooky' moods—it’s harder to feel grounded in yourself. These vibes aren’t just aesthetic trends; they resonate with how many people experience sensory overload combined with emotional weight. Sometimes, the feeling of 'just smelling good in a depressive state' isn’t ironic but a way to hold on to small moments of control and self-kindness. In my experience, incorporating mindful breaks, gentle movement, or even simply listening to calming music can help mitigate overstimulation. It’s also helpful to create safe spaces where feeling 'weird' or out of place is accepted rather than judged. Social media hashtags like #weirdgirl or #softspooky often become communities where you realize you’re not alone in this struggle. Remember, addressing both mental health and sensory wellbeing holistically can improve overall comfort. Don’t hesitate to reach out for support, and embrace self-care practices that honor both your body and mind—even if some days it feels like just washing your buns isn’t enough.
