TW: S/H, depression, death(?) How do you guys deal with this everlasting feeling of being alone? I just can’t help but feel myself get more depressed every day and it’s just getting to the point of old habits. I just think everyday about how no one truly cares in my life, how If i just ended it

I didn’t even know what a subchorionic hemorrhage was before getting pregnant. I spent the day cramping and lightly had a spotting, which worried me slightly but I read spotting at the beginning was normal. It progressed within an hour and i had bled entirely through my pants and had to change and