My escape ❤️ #greenhouse #gardening #grief #griefjourney

Mozzarella, basil stuffed focaccia 😋 #baking #breadtok #foccacia #homemade

If you haven’t heard the gospel, the good news, try Jesus. Come as you are. I’m no better than anyone else, I just accept that I’m an imperfect person, and needs Gods grace and forgiveness everyday to be better. Through all my trials that I’ve endured, it’s all shown me just how good God truly is.

It’s so rewarding to see the things I planted grow into something I can feed my family. But man.. I wish I had my mommy to show this too. I know she’d be so proud. It’s a bittersweet feeling. Like I almost feel guilty for being slightly happy. I don’t know, I just know I miss you mommy. #grief

Wish you could see what I’ve done Mom. I think you’d love it. #grief #griefjourney #grieftok #missyoumom #greenhouse

Just not doing well. Love you all. #grievingdaughter #griefjourney #mentalhealth #griefandloss #update

This just doesn’t seem real. I miss you Mommy. I’ll see you when I see you. I hope you like it. 💜 #grief #griefjourney #grievingdaughter #griefandloss #grieftok

Miss you so much mommy… this is hard, beyond hard. I feel like I’m drowning each day. #grief #griefjourney #grievingdaughter #griefandloss #mentalhealth

I just wish you were here mommy. #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #greenhouse #greenthumb

Another midlife crisis transformation.. added some teal 💙💚 #hairtok #hairtransformation #midlifecrisis #grief #griefjourney

Midlife crisis coming at ya 💗 #hairtransformation #grief #hairtok #griefjourney #hairdye

Yeah, not okay. As time passes, it’s a hard reminder that I’ll never see her again in this lifetime. I miss you Mom. #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #mentalhealth

I hope you’re proud mommy. I love and miss you everyday. #grief #greenhouse #griefjourney #beginnergardener #garden

Miss you mommy… more and more each day you’re not here. 💔 #grief #griefjourney #mentalhealth #griefandloss #grievingmom

I swear that’s me in the first picture 😅🙈 #beforeandafter #weightloss #majorweightloss #transformation #capcut

Just jokes of course 🤪😔 #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #grievingmom

Coming from a registered nurse of 8 years, and someone who was 500 lbs, and someone who had weightloss surgery, and someone who looked for HELP within the healthcare system and just never got any real answers, this is a very unpopular opinion.. but look at the world and then look at the United Stat

Idk, miss you mommy. #grief #griefjourney #depression

Just not okay. #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #grieftok

I’m not. The answer is I’m not. I’m not doing well. I don’t know what to do each day. Why do I even try to put makeup on anymore when I just cry it off?.. 56 was too young. She was robbed. I was robbed. This just isn’t fair. #grief #griefjourney #mentalhealth #grievingmom #imiss