9:05 pm 3 hours of sleep no urge to fuel my vessel that is an empty shell cried, cried & cried hid in the dark music I survived. One day I’ll be enough #losingmymind #unfiltered

I can’t sleep. It’s 6:24am and I haven’t fell asleep yet. My kids will be up soon. I’ll just be more exhausted. My brain just keeps racing. It won’t shut off. All the things I have to do. The daily fights I have to break up. The constant whining. The tireless nonstop of everything. I’m so tired. I

I got this tattoo before my last attempt . I had just dropped my kids off with their grandma & I was driving home. Hitting 110mph on a backroad. That was the day I decided the pain would hurt less from that moment on. I almost flipped my car on a mountain going around a curve, it was a few hund