Got my girl back Picked her up in Fort Erie on my way to Buffalo

I’m barely keeping a flow as it is now I have to work on getting five grand for a new motor that I can pay off all at once because I don’t know any other option at this point

No, I’m gonna have to quit my job or go on a leave cause I can’t keep driving there poor vehicles forever. I have no money for a motor replacement. I can’t borrow money because I already owe tons of loans that I’ve had to take out for other things like my life just continues to suck ass.

Seriously am I ever gonna get an effing break from this life like what else could go wrong? I get a letter from the government yesterday saying that I owe them $12,000 in an overpayment from 2022 which I don’t even have a clue about 2022 and then I get to work and the mechanic tells me I need a new

I get to pick up my blossom tomorrow at some point. She’s coming back tomorrow from being cremated. Well, I miss that girl so much. Got Lily a new friend so she will stop hiding under my bed. She’s not too sure on him. His name is Levi, but we’ll see what happens.

Well had a big day of migraine headache had to call In sick and was totally depressed about my blossom as I’ve worked everyday since she passed. Feeling bad I had to cancel work but just not feeling it. Now tomorrow my day off I have vets for Lilly at drs for her allergy shots. Don’t really feel l

A big thank you out to the universe to let my boss know that I appreciate him some days. I don’t appreciate him because he’s a boss and I do get annoyed some days and irritable, but for the most part, I appreciate him more than he will even know not that I’m gonna go tell him but more than he will

Poor Lilly is very concerning to me has not ate or drank since wed. Hides under my bed until I get home Will not leave my side I’m gone at work another 13 hours tomorrow And feel horrible she has to be alone. Wish I could bring my Poor girl to the bills game. I have a feeling she will not

Is currently helping me more than he realizes more than he knows. I couldn’t navigate through life right now if I was at home without a vehicle if I couldn’t vent if I was ready to have a breakdown, I text him and just spent which makes me feel so much better. The loss of my baby girl so suddenly h

Thoughtfulness and understanding and helping me navigate through all this when my head is in 1 million different directions all the time my headaches are extreme recently. This stress is unbearable. I wanna cry 24 seven but have a job to do so I need to remain professional, but I’m putting it out i

Issues with my jeep that have not been fixed or cannot get addressed and find out what the issue is because our scanners cannot scan my vehicle the death of my poor blossom suddenly letting me use a car which is I am so thankful and grateful beyond words, I probably would have a nervous breakdown a

Has helped me through a lot of stress, discomfort, anger, issues that I really need to see a psychologist since I fell and got my concussion. My whole brain process gets seriously overwhelmed. My anxiety is like to the extreme peak, and sometimes my emotions are out of control with sadness or stres

A lot of people go to work for the paycheque which I say I think everybody does cause they have to pay bills and most people don’t like Management me included. I stay away from them as much as possible. I just wanna do my job and I wanna go home regardless of job it is I don’t want to be around Man

My sweet beautiful girl. I will miss your luv and your beautiful greetings at the door when I get home your sister will be devastated your not around. I luv you miss blossom

My poor blossom is dying.