I want to quit being human

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

Especially if something big happens

It's not like it happened, but

Actually, the last couple of days.

I'm in dark fall mode,

i hated everything.

All day long with a face like (-)

I was spending it. Lol

Maybe it's because of the ups and downs of emotions

About once every 1-2 months

This kind of turn will come, but

Including this time, the trigger is always

Something at a level that doesn't seem right.

Inside me, it piled up

A little stress every day.

I wonder if it's a phenomenon that occurs when it breaks down.

I'm just making a quick conclusion, but

Where it was in the last minute

Like a "final blow"

A little "mood lowering event"

by what happens

In the state of mind, "Oh, I don't like everything anymore."

It's gonna be.

By the way, this "final blow" is

Something a little subtle happened at work and

Waiting for a train in unusual humid heat,

And usually when you want to be alone.

A quiet place that I often use

I was unexpectedly buzzing around

That it never came true.

(It's not a blow, and the end is really unreasonable

(I think so myself, lol)

When I write it out again

It's too silly

I'm amazed at myself. Lol

Even if it's just such a silly thing

In my case, my emotions

When you reach the line where you think, "I don't like it anymore,"

Recovery from there is difficult.

i had to wait until i recovered.

Because it will be a considerable loss of time and effort

If you can, mental...

Before it snaps and breaks

I want to deal with it well.

I intend to do it even in my current life, but

from now on, more than ever

Depending on each and every event

Observe the movement of your mind carefully

Before the mental breakdown occurs

To be able to successfully reset emotions

I think I want to be.

Delicate-san # delicate I want to connect with Delicate-san # hsp # hsp temperament