I want to quit my job.

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

The other day, when I went to work after the holidays

People who usually talk to me from the other side

He rarely talks to me at all.

If it's something like "Are you angry...?"

It is said that it emits a strangely spicy aura

Probably a situation I hate

I was hit by the worst situation that would enter the worst 5.

At that moment, my heart palpitations and cold sweats stopped.

"Is it my fault...?"

"Did I do something wrong..."

i was quite nervous from the first shift

After a while, with that person the day before

To the other colleagues that I was working with

"He's been like that since yesterday."

Let me tell you, for the time being relieved.

But now that I know that

It doesn't ease the worst feeling of air

Every time I can do something after that

"Is it okay to talk to me now?"

"No, it might be a little subtle now."

Every time I end up scratching my head

I'm gradually being swayed by the fact

I started feeling angry.

I've had the same experience many times before.

even though we've been doing it

Every time I encounter this phenomenon, my emotions are disturbed like a fool.

While saying "similar experience"

The situation is slightly different every time

The thought, "You were okay before, weren't you?"

Because it does not work well

Speaking of being unavoidable, I can't help it

In the end, there is a more than 99% chance of ending in fear.

I just have the anxiety of "maybe..."

It crosses your head.

Well, if you always try to behave best

Maybe there's nothing to be anxious about, but

In my ability, it is very difficult.

Every time, the shaking of emotions

It's tough to have to taste it well. Lol

But even just with a narrow capacity

While doing my best to get through a peaceful and safe day

when this situation happens

You really can't do anything anymore. So

If possible, the opportunity to be swayed by feelings

I want to reduce it as much as possible.

"Mental stability" is an eternal challenge.

For that reason, I want to seriously think about it soon

How to work from now on.

Even though work is originally meant to make money

No money is generated at all,

And with such a ridiculous element

Using energy

It's really a waste, so

Even just a narrow capacity,

to be able to use it for something more meaningful.

Reduce stress as much as possible.

I want to live lightly.

Let's do our best together, friends who want to quit their jobs 🥹

Delicate-san # delicate I want to connect with Delicate-san # hsp # hsp temperament