I want to sleep for the rest of my life

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

A little while ago at work.

Trouble? Accident? Something like that occurred

i happened to be there

There was an event where I was pointed out, but

Since it was also my responsibility, for the time being

While thinking that it is necessary to reflect properly

The way the person who told me about the trouble

"Wait, am I the only one to blame...?"

A little moyamoya with nuances that make you think,,

They say, "I'm not at fault."

It seems to be saying that, but it also feels subtle)

On that day, I was feeling down.

In a sense, this case became the "final blow"

As soon as I got to work, I said, "I don't want to go home anymore."

I feel like that. Lol

(It's not a laugh)

Perhaps because of mental weakness,

Or are you just a moody person?

I was really a little...

I tend to dislike everything.

when a negative event happens

Even if you know it's temporary

I just can't stand the negative energy.

It breaks my heart, you know.

But it's like it really deserves despair.

it's almost never an irreparable event.

Usually a few days to a week at the most.

to recover, if not completely

The usual flow is to say "well, okay."

(If you know the punch line.

Don't be depressed from the beginning, but

When that time comes, no matter what

My feelings are full and it's not going to be so,,

It is difficult to control emotions. （

But this series of flows, on top of not producing anything

It's a real energy drain.

Somehow a technique that can be shortcut

I think I want to wear it.

Perhaps what I lack is

The ability to see things quietly.

Maybe because of his impatient personality

When something happens...

I immediately said, "I have to do something."

I tend to get impatient, but

The world is so quickly settled

It's not all simple things, is it?

Because of black and white thinking, in a moyamoya situation

It's hard to develop resistance, but

Still, even gradually

Hold your emotions until you calm down to some extent.

I think we need to acquire the ability.

I'm already an old adult

Stable behavior even on the surface is about to

I want to be able to do it, lol

Delicate-san # delicate I want to connect with Delicate-san # hsp # hsp temperament