#emergingcreator I dunno it’s like : face the fire 🔥 No more amnesiac. The journal pile needs to be organized. The ptsd book. The other books I bought like that. I don’t feel that’s what I need to be doing. My workers are hurting me and dominating me. Trying to. Strength is sometimes

I hope 🤞 I can response as kindly and eloquently as some stars ✨ instead of being razor tongue in cheek

Yes this is what I actually believe

So fucking mad 😡 But this person is now going to jail I hope they like all the abuses they face there. Just. So. Done. Am I really that much of a Fuck Up People that actually give me the time of day say there ain’t nothing wrong with me …. Even saying “Sane”. Not everyone’s life’

I was so scared. I was worried for hours — She drank a lot her whole life. Not like beer bottles or wine bottles everywhere lol. But it is what it is. And you are what you eat. She buys enough bread to knock someone unconscious — You give a man alcohol. He can’t leave 😉 Think I’m done w/ men th

#winterbeauty #lemon8contest My mother and my woulda been (deceased) wife!

I’m devastated: first of all, I’m an SRA and Mkultra victim. My eyes are opening. 👀 Cause there’s nerves to every tooth to the skull. I’m over medicated. This is unrealistic. Asking me to cook and do chores on 3 antipsychotics. And other sedatives. Better than going to jail lol 😂 or psych patie

I’m bitter and jaded… I screamt out all my writing and daydreams and poetry ……From being manhandled and put in the psych wards — like why is it so weird to believe the govt is torturing me. Im Gothy vampire to Death Rocker to (?) Idek anymore — I had to watch over others— Im on paper 📄 Schizo and i

Hiya guise. Imma bit worried. My dr 👩‍⚕️ suggested taking me off Seraquel. ( taking off 1/3 antipsychotics and starting a new drug 💊) This whole town seems “in on it” with mud slinging and name calling, diagnosing — I think she just wants a fat paycheck and to put me in the psych ward. Ye

“No boyfriend, no problem” Just saw that. It’s a joke, in script lemons looks like demons, well in life I got both, and some actual lemonade mix so. But I woke up today and off/on lately haven’t been hearing or seeing anything anymore. 30 yrs of suffering. Imo— I think it’s a no-touch-torture of

((I’m a Transguy but I’m trying to understand —)) Modernized neglect. Agreed. It’s happening The tv was my babysitter and that was a long time ago — I’m 35. But the first thing they do is try to take our imagination 💭 Imagination rocks !! Maybe kids aren’t getting an earthly education a

Hi there Lena. Thank you for writing this. Sadly, diagnosed by the big pHARMa, I’m schizophrenic and adhd and a lot. Mpd. Anxiety. Depression. Eating disorder. Ptsd. I could use any friend I could get. I used to hang with much older. I’m in therapy 📖 and I’m making lots of progress. My so c

Hips hurt, think it could’ve been more delicately named. Hi. I’m lady Joker. I’m dealing with voices, aggression, and the actual need to do this with a girl that died 12+ years ago. Now I have Punch Line — 🎈 🃏 🙃 A handler. (Psa: my therapist was trying to get me to do porno sites for money. I j

I talk to my handler a lot. They hurt me with DEW (also) a lot. I learned meditation 🧘‍♀️ and natural cures 🌿 Trying the patch to quit smoking 🚭 And really want to get well ❤️‍🩹 enough To do the National Guard. 💂‍♀️ I don’t accept western Medicine as a Death 💀 Sentence— I believe in

𝑰 𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒓~ 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒍 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒉 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒕... 𝑰 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒛𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 4. 𝑰 𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒏...𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒍, 𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒔.... 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂

I’m reading abt Hinduism 🕉️ and Lord Shiva. I have a MPD system I call ☎️ system Synn and he is ALSO one of my alters in the system. (a young guy that is a God, Shiva) I lost myself there because the devil was around and appearing to me and all these evil people that were taking advantage of my con

Ummmmmmmmm I was basically blamed as the aggressor when I was just defending my property. Probably by looks or rep or the fact boys keep secrets and girls don’t. Usually. Yes. I almost did 3 years today and was released as they knew I’m already doing what they want. Like I know I’m not f*cking c

I am not a Spokesperson for #mkultra or #mentalhealth Maybe this is just the experience of being human. I know this might not belong here. 😂 but y’all got kids and they test them in school for aptitude of psychic senses. I am so sorry for the choices I have made. Doing drugs and promiscuity