14 years 💔still missing u like crazy

#onthisday 14 years ago today was the worst day of my life and I stg it doesn’t hurt any less 😔🙏🏽I hate that we only get to talk about you in the past tense, LJ need you now 💔please continue to watch over our lil man SIP JPG ❤️missing you every single day

LJ doc “we need you to take care of yourself cuz there is nobody else who can do what you do for him” 🥺🙏🏽

First thing this morning 😖🙏🏽

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Replying to @Nessa_Gurrll my lil man was feelin good today 🙌🏽I’m just praying everything goes well over the next couple days and my big boy is all the way good 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽than you got the prayers always babe 🥰🙏🏽🙏🏽

Replying to @Chrissy it’s been so hard watching my baby go through this again but thank God he feeling better slowly but surely🙌🏽🙌🏽thank you ssm for the prayers babe 🥰🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏽

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Lord, please guide these doctors to find out why this is happening to my lil man and heal his body from the top of his head to the soles of his feet in Jesus’ name 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽

Lord, please guide these doctors and help them find out the cause for this so my baby can get listed for the transplant he desperately needs 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

About last night 🙏🏽… it’s been a lot

Just say a prayer for my lil man if u can please yall 🙏🏽💔

Mastered holding back tears ifo people tho 💪🏽😔💔🙏🏽Lord help me

Just sitting here in silence watching my lil man like a hawk while he finally get some rest 💔😔🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 got about 3 hours of sleep in the last 2 days, face puffy from crying in secret, feeling sick to my stomach, mind constantly racing.

Every single day I be wishing I had somebody to hold me when I fall apart and tell me it’s gonna be ok… somebody who gets me and really got me … but that’s not reality so I do it alone because my baby needs me and there is NOTHING in this world I wouldn’t do for him … we all we got 💪🏽🙏🏽

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God is gonna do it for my baby still 🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽😓