I already lost my last friend. the only one who would make me laugh, the only one who could get me to stop crying, the only one who was the first actual friend I've had in years. I'm probably gonna lose my boyfriend soon too. hes all I have left and I cant lose him. it's all my fault. I

I promise I wasnt guilt tripping, I was telling him the shitty things hes done in our relationship, and I dont want that, nor need that in a relationship, especially since hes 21🔄