Telling someone that their trauma made them stronger is one of the most irritating things I heard after witnessing my boyfriends murder. Like I needed that experience to be “strong.” It is a big disrespect. Please stop saying this! #lifeafterloss #traumarecovery #traumahealingjourney #gr

I’ve lost the plot, was there ever a plot? The plot is hard to find when there’s a constant battle every day of trying to survive and recover. I’m exhausted 😩 The alarm wasn’t going off because of smoking this time but for whatever the reason, I’m sick of it and I will be moving next year! 😤

Replying to @sofapumpkin I believe you’ve just discovered that you do have it!!! I was late diagnosed with ADHD myself and was recently referred to have an Autism evaluation 👀 Welcome to the neurospicy side of Tok Tok 🤩 #adhdinwomen #adhdtok #audhd #neurospicy #neurodivergent

Replying to @tafhina smith I think this is the funniest comment from the original video. That lady got me casket ready 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 #professionalmakeup #badmakeup #makeupartists #casketready #clownmakeup

We’re gonna use the term “professional” loosely here 🤣🤡 @Easydew @easydew @Clean Skin Club @mixsoon @Point of View Beauty @d'Alba Piedmont LATAM @Kylie Cosmetics @Fenty Beauty @missha.official @Wonderskin @KimChi Chic Beauty @tarte cosmetics @Charlotte Tilbury @NYX Professional

We’re gonna use the term “professional” loosely here 🤣🤡 #LAFW #makeupfail #professionalmakeup #badmakeup #makeupartists

Replying to @Just that girl next door I did my own makeup for the LAFW runway and then went to the Victoria’s Secret Show After Party right after, wearing the makeup I did 💁🏽‍♀️💄💗🤌🏽 Wearing @_melodyscloset @thefashionlifetour #modelmakeup #LAFW #redcarpetready

Replying to @Just that girl next door I did my own makeup for the LAFW runway and then went to the Victoria’s Secret Show After Party right after, wearing the makeup I did 💁🏽‍♀️💄💗🤌🏽 Wearing @_melodyscloset @thefashionlifetour #modelmakeup #LAFW #redcarpetready

Can you imagine going anywhere, nevertheless down a runway for LA Fashion Week with makeup like this? I realize Halloween is at the end of the month but this is LAFW! I kept thinking I was on one of those shows where they jump out at the end and hand you $10 million dollars for “making it to the en

GRWM to walk in LAFW on the runway! Walking for @_melodyscloset !! 🪽 @SKINN Cosmetics @Point of View Beauty @d'Alba_piedmont @mixsoon @MirrorSkin @MaryRuth's @Goli® Nutrition #grwmskincare #modellife #LAFW #morningvlog #vloggingmyday

My hair recovered 😬 #hairgrowthjourney #thickerhair #healthyhairjourney #hairtransformation #hairtransition

This Halloween party almost didn’t happen for me twice! is a great example of a few things: • Push yourself to do the things you want. It may turn out even better than you imagined. • If you make plans with others (especially in LA), ALWAYS plan to go alone. • History will repeat itself unti

Proof that you can move on and still be pulled back to a day from five years ago. Trauma, grief and the day my life ended. I do feel different. The life I’m living is new and feels like a completely different lifetime than before. I love what my life has become but the journey here almost k*lle

Still here. Just drowning in life and events 🥹 #tiktokshopcreator #eventrecap

The softest makeup removing spong with @GARNIER micellar cleanser is chefs kiss 🤌🏽 @GARNIER OFFICIAL #garnier #garniermicellarwater #makeupremover #removemakeup #getunreadywithme

This is where I’m at. I’m not sure where that is but I’m trying to find my way back to myself in the only way I know how. #autism #audhd #adhdinwomen #latediagnosisadhd #latediagnosedautistic

No point. I just felt beautiful 💗

Last night I hosted the Babes in Toyland Pink Party for Breast Cancer Awareness Month. Pink carpet, pink dress and a room full of women showing up for each other. I walked out to people who recognized me asking to take a picture with me. Little me would be so proud. 🥹 This is what building

I hate that grief is like this. I allow myself to feel it to move it out of me but it can really be inconvenient and irritating 😖 #grieving #griefandloss #grieftok #griefawareness #griefjourney